Friday, September 26, 2014

The pearl that lost its shine

Everything about life is so different. Everything I thought I knew and understood about love has changed. I've spent years believing with all of my heart that I had found the one true pearl that this life had to offer me. 



I always believed that all of the tough times and trials in life was all for the sacrifice of having true love. All the trials of my past were worth going through because I had all that I ever needed. 


Now this next trial has been thrown at me.. Leaving me completely alone and confused about everything I had truly believed I had already figured out. 


I don't know what my future holds, or where I need to begin this next chapter. All I know is I still hold this pearl in my hand. A pearl with no glow, no spark, and no energy left inside of it. It just sits in my hand limp and lifeless. 


I've never felt so much space and distance between two hearts. It's almost suffocating it's so thick. To think that two people who could once talk for hours on end, and have fun no matter what the occasion... Are now on the brink of not even knowing each other. 


Not only do you lose a love but you also lose that best friend that was the happiest part of you. 

None of this is easy... And no one has the answers to these complicated questions. The answers that we do know are options that no one wants to take. At some point in time one heart is going to have to make the next move. There is no longer any "n'sync" in this. It's come down to pure survival of ones sanity. 

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